Ok I'm updating for Brandon because we aren't broken up and I didn't want that last one to confuse anyone...ok Bran, you really need to update...because I've updated for you for what? The past 100 times?...

I love you!

natalie

Brandon,

  Well, I guess this is it.  If you don't want to be with me, then we should say goodbye.  I'm sorry for getting on your nerves or whatever, and I hope that you're better to the next then you were to me.  I knew it wasn't going to last much longer, we were both getting tired of dealing with the past.  And you never gave me what I needed, you never cared for me as much as you said you would.  And it's hard to hope when you know that your dreams will never come true.

-Natalie

Ok, I am updating for Brandon since he can't update for himself?

So what is up?...I know nothing is up with Brandon, because he's sick and throwing up...eww gross...

Haha!

Well, I love you...

And Brandon when you see this...call me...haha

I LlLlLlLlOoOoOoOoVvVvVvVvEeEeEeEe you...

wow that was fun...

peace crackas....<<that's my new word.....

-Miss Natalie-Ann

Brandon,

I love you more than anything. I know I've been mean to you the past few days, and I am really sorry.  You know that I would never do anything to make you think I don't love you, or that I don't want to be with you. We've been through so much together, and you've been such a big part of my life, that I would never leave you. You know I wouldn't...I just love you too much.  If you don't feel the same anymore then please just let me know.  I don't want it to end Brandon, but if that's the way you want it, then that's ok.  You mean so much to me, and I mean it when I say I want to be with you forever.

Never forget me,

Natalie

I can’t take this
I need somewhere to go
I need you
I’m so restless
I don’t know what to do

Cause we’ve had our rough times
Fighting all night
And now you’re just slipping away

So give me this chance
To make the wrongs right, to say
Don't, don't, don't walk away

I promise
I won’t let you down, you down
If you take my hand tonight
I promise
We’ll be just fine this time
If you take my hand tonight

If you take my hand tonight

Without you I go through the motions
Without you it’s just not quite the same
Without you I don't want to go out
I just wanted to say

That I'm sick of these fights
I'll let you be right
If it stops you from running away

So just give me this chance
To make the wrongs and right to say
Don’t, don’t, don’t walk away

I promise
I won’t let you down, you down
If you take my hand tonight
I promise
We’ll be just fine
This time
If you take my hand tonight

Take my hand
Take my hand
I promise
Take my hand
I promise
Take my hand


I promise
I won’t let you down, you down
If you take my hand tonight
I promise
We’ll be just fine
This time
If you take my hand tonight

If you take my hand tonight
I won’t let you down
Take my hand tonight

Natalie i love u so much im sorry about all the fights we have had i would just like them to end, i have come to conclusion that if i dont quit i am going to lose u and i cant afford that i wouldnt be able to function without u ur all i kno ur the only person i think about all the time. I just wanted to let u know im truly sorry and that i love u and nothing will ever change that. Im so glad your in my life i wouldnt want it any other way.UR MY WORLD. Please never leave me i will never leave you i cant i couldnt i love you to much.I will make this birthday ur going to have the best ever natalie no matter what the costs.Ill do anything for you natalie.I LOVE U!